10:05 PM
Date: November 21, 2011
Music: Thug Le by Ranveer Singh (Ladies vs Ricky Bahl)
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I have this growing suspicion that there is a small possibility that my mother is suspecting that I am, in fact, gay.
Even though I’m not.
I think.
Maybe I’m overthinking and overanalyzing things, which I surely am, but I can’t help but feel like she thinks I’m alluding to it.
I mean, I’m a huge advocator and supporter of gay rights, first and foremost. I become rather loudmouthed and aggressive when it comes to talking about that topic specifically, so I just have a feeling that it contributes.
And then there’s the fact that I’ve expressed 0 interest in dating anyone.
I mean, there are boys chasing after my little sister(s) already and my mom hasn’t heard a peep from me about anything of the sort.
After that, we’ve got my obsession with the apparently “feminine” pop idols in Korea.
I’ve lost count as to how many times my mom’s asked me if Taemin was a boy or a girl.
Dear lord.
I don’t know.
I just feel like she might be interpreting it the wrong way or something.
And it’s not like I don’t want her to think I’m gay.
I just don’t want her to think I’m something I’m not.
I think.
